February 2012
1 post
021
dear g,
It is an interesting thing to send a letter and afterward find that you have just received one too. After reading your letter I hope my reply swiftly reaches you.
You were right in saying that that was a difficult question, for it requires a difficult answer. And I haven’t totally understood it myself. Thus few days I have been thinking about it and feel that this is my answer to...
December 2011
1 post
좋아하는 마음이 어떤것일까?
보면 설레고 안 보면 자꾸 보고싶고
생각하면 나도 모르게 웃어버리는 나는
좋아하는거 틀림없네…
아직 사랑이란 말할수없지만
내가 과연 사랑을 할 수 있는건가?
사랑을 해보고싶기도 하는데
상처를 받을까봐 늘 두려움이 나
깨질까봐…
November 2011
4 posts
020
“When we remember we are all mad, the mysteries disappear and life stands explained” - Mark Twain
A recent family death sparked a thought within me about the oddities and unpredictability of life. Every day we struggle to give meaning to our existence and to seek out our purpose in life, but it has never occurred to us that everything could possibly end at the snap of a...
019
Time has only shown me one thing thus far,
Your words have been marked
With each passing moment we tread through this marsh
Our steps grow farther in their diverged paths
Should have took heed when I saw you halt,
Yet eyes, blinded by wanderlust, could only gaze forth
Should have turned back when I heard you call,
Ears, deafened by adrenaline, could hear nothing more
Stuck on this dirt...
October 2011
6 posts
018
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and...
“Everybody’s talking how I can’t, can’t be your love
But I...”
017
go, take the leap of faith
leap towards your heart’s desires and
run, while you still can and
never turn back towards the strings
that have bound you for so
long, for liberty and success
in the faraway untrodden land
that you have always dreamed of
“Now dance, fucker, dance”
September 2011
5 posts
016 Loving you always
Do understand, that you are dear to me, as dear as any friend can comfortably be and that it was hard for me to understand so fully in so little time. But if you do share the same sentiments, I do hope that you may hope as I now hope, that all will be well, that friendships will thrive, that we will not forget nor put away,
015
Summon my blood, my body, my life on a stake but my heart will never be yours to take
014
It is a wednesday afternoon. The weather outside is bright and sunny, the long-awaited spring has finally stepped in and as I peer out through the windows of the cafe, faint reflections of the sun’s fierce rays catch themselves in the glimpse of my eye. People are walking, talking and chatting busily with each other and that seems to be all that are occupying their minds. But here I am...
May 2010
1 post
April 2010
3 posts
March 2010
2 posts
013
Have there been moments in your life when you take a little pause in your footsteps to admire the landscapes that surround you? When you tilt your head back to look up at the blue skies, or stare across the seas while standing at the shoreline, do you feel a light flutter in your heart and a momentary stop of breath? I do. Far greater than my line of vision can encompass lies a vast horizon that...
012
Whenever I hear someone complaining ‘Life’s hard’, I can’t help but answer ‘Compared to what?’
February 2010
8 posts
010
A stinging absence
A string of words at the corner of my lips
About a corner in my heart
January 2010
2 posts
009 screamscreamscream
I’m staring at the dangling chandelier The splatter of lights that dims so slowly, so trance-like too captivating, too seemingly So I get sucked in, and I forget where I’ve been But still I try to search for my pin-hole back in the blindness of the season, can’t help but end up tumbling, while tripping I thought I knew it Oh unexpectedly, in the course of losing myself I’ve...
December 2009
3 posts
008
Pale and vulnerable. That’s what her eyes told me when I first met her on that harsh winter day and stared right through, as I do so very often unconsciously. It’s my cover-up for the brittle trembling soul inside, something that makes us so similar, yet seen vastly different to others. I hated it. The fact that she could let herself go so defenseless, that she hadn’t thought...
November 2009
35 posts
007
I have no theme, no scheme
the weekly drinking, I wonder if it goes anywhere
the buzzing in my ears, it just won’t go away
I think I’m just meant to be here, searching for my calling
on our planet where hosts and souls coexist.
“Big shot screaming put your hands in the sky
He says give it up boy,
give it...”
– Straylight Run (Hands in the sky)
